wanted to drop something for valentine's day, and why not a toxic ass song? consider this a "promotional" single for the next album... "crystal tears are falling!" coming very sooooonnnn
lyrics
You said you don’t even wanna talk to me
Here you go, calling up my phone for me
Is you slow? Why you drinking all alone, lady?
Too cold, tryna open up my slot? Maybe
You know I’ll put you in the zone
But you better change your tone
You should’ve fucking known
I ain’t tryna fucking bone
You can go ahead and moan
You can go ahead and groan
I ain’t really tryna talk, baby
I guess—
It don’t matter, I’m too intoxicated
To be dealing with shit
You know I’ve been faking
I’m never gonna front, you don’t really mean a lot
I’ve tried to pretend but this is gotta end
Shit is tragic, it got through to your head
You don’t wanna stop being in love with me
I’m never gonna front, you don’t really mean a lot
I’ve tried to pretend but you don’t wanna end
I know I got you hypnotized
I know I got you nauseous
I know I got you wanting more
But bitch, you’re fucking toxic
I know I got you savoring
I told you to be cautious
I know you want a lot from me
But you’re just feeling lovesick
I know that I’m part of your topic
You’re bold, I ain’t really like to gossip
You know I ain’t fucking with the mind games
Truth told, I ain’t really got the option
Messages on read, stop the chatting
You know all you wanted was the comfort that I gave you
Yeah, talk your shit, baby, do your thing
Girl, maybe, fuck me up, fuck me up
You’re losing control
It don’t matter, I’m too intoxicated
To be dealing with shit
You know I’ve been faking
I’m never gonna front, you don’t really mean a lot
I’ve tried to pretend but this is gotta end
Shit is tragic, it got through to your head
You don’t wanna stop being in love with me
I’m never gonna front, you don’t really mean a lot
I’ve tried to pretend but you don’t wanna end
I know I got you hypnotized
I know I got you nauseous
I know I got you wanting more
But bitch, you’re fucking toxic
I know I got you savoring
I told you to be cautious
I know you want a lot from me
But you’re just feeling lovesick
I know you’re sick of trying
I can’t love you, we are nothing
I know that I’ve been living in your mind
And you’re exhausted
But nothing's gonna bring me back to you
And I’m not lying
I think you must be off your rockers
Can you please just stop this?
credits
released February 14, 2024
Produced, written, mixed and mastered by Damian Lopez
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