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meditation

by Damian Lopez

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1.
u feel alright...? 01:59
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2.
HEARTBREAK & DESIRE 03:47
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3.
istg (u knock me down) 02:45
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I swear to god, I’ll never, ever, find someone like you I swear to god, I’ll never, ever, find someone like you I swear to god, I’ll never, ever, find someone like you I swear to god, I’ll never, ever, find someone like you You knock me down You knock me down I could never match perfection I could never match, too precious Stuck in these walls, I wanna get out I’ve drowned in this doubt a while ago You be the one, you be the one That I adore, could never ignore I need this more, I feel your core Bitch I’m a fool, duel me boo You make me feel like it’s deja vu Drifting away, I’m tryna get through To you, I should of ran off, ooh I swear to you, I’d die for you I cried for you, I lied to you Needed to save myself so I could be able to see you Succeed, baby please, stay with me Where’d you go? I wanted more You need to know, I’m paranoid Ah I swear to god, I’ll never, ever, find someone like you I swear to god, I’ll never, ever, find someone like you I swear to god, I’ll never, ever, find someone like you I swear to god, I’ll never, ever, find someone like you You knock me down You knock me down
4.
Devil Dancing 04:00
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Your eyes are blooming in the dark, I can feel your body heat up, yeah Heat up I can feel your sunshine rising in your skin Your glass is shattering the more that I dance I’m not the type of person to be played when I’m in love And it’s not that really complicated when she says there’s no fault But it’s not that simple, when she pops me like a pimple I’m laying dead on the concrete floor right now The devil’s dancing in my head Waiting for the day I’m dead, oh Cause she’s looking really pretty with her peach lips, woah The devil’s dancing in my head Waiting for the day I’m dead, oh Cause I’m looking really stupid when she makes me go soft Her eyes are glowing in the dark, Smoking like a pack of cigarettes She tries her best to show off Skills, she kills, she makes the deals. Desperation grows inside her inner mind She brags about the men she plays She trades them off like cards I’m not the type of person to be played when I’m in love And it’s not that really complicated when she says there’s no fault But it’s not that simple, when she pops me like a pimple. I’m laying dead on the concrete floor right now. The devil’s dancing in my head Waiting for the day I’m dead, oh Cause she’s looking really pretty with her peach lips, woah The devil’s dancing in my head Waiting for the day I’m dead, oh Cause I’m looking really stupid when she makes me go soft What do you want from me? What do you want from me? What do you want from me? What do you want from me?
5.
Like I Do 02:39
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6.
love me. 03:42
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I see you from morning to the end I swear you mean a lot to me I can’t really lie, you’re in my mind I’m losing time, I’m behind I know it’s in my head, but let me understand Do you still love me, love me? I know you love him, but I need this Can you still love me, love me? I can’t bear the thought of someone else With you instead, it hurts me Maybe it’s just me being jealous But I just can’t comprehend I know it’s in my head, but let me understand Do you still love me, love me? I know you love him, but I need this Can you still love me, love me? I don’t wanna make this into a big fight I just want some closure so I’ll be happy ‘Cause I’ll lose my mind more I don’t wanna make this into a big fight I just want some closure so I’ll be happy ‘Cause I’ll lose my mind more I know it’s in my head, but let me understand Do you still love me, love me? I know you love him, but I need this Can you still love me? Love me? I know it’s in my head, but let me understand Do you still love me, love me? I know you love him, but I need this Can you still love me, love me?
7.
Rose Petals 03:32
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8.
die for you. (interlude) 01:33
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9.
dead to me. 04:31
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Fuck that shit you’ve said to me You fucked me up, you’re dead to me I can’t even function, left me thoughtless Fuck all that talking, you’re so heartless Waste my time, I’m fucking stupid This whole time, I thought you Cupid Words that you’ve said, I loved it foolish All you didn’t meant, that’s fucking bullshit All you really did is run right through me I should’ve fucking known but I was clueless Knew I should’ve left, knew I should’ve left I thought this was right, I thought this was right I couldn’t help but think that you’d pursue me I thought you wanted to know the true me I knew I should’ve left, knew I should’ve left I thought this was right, I thought this was right A-A-All those empty promises You left me with, it left me sick I hope to God you’re suffering I hope you know that you’re so dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me I hope you know you’re dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me You’re dead to me You fucked with me for way too long You left me heartbroken, it sucks I don’t care what you wanna say I hope you know that you’re so dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me I hope you know you’re dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me You’re dead to me Fuck that shit you’ve said to me You fucked me up, I’m gonna leave Don’t wanna hear your voice, I gave you a choice I gotta kill the noise, I gotta destroy I thought you were the one for me But I guess it was just a dream I couldn’t even sleep, all I saw was your beam Should’ve known this shit was all a scheme All you really did is run right through me I should’ve fucking known but I was clueless Knew I should’ve left, knew I should’ve left I thought this was right, I thought this was right I couldn’t help but think that you’d pursue me I thought you wanted to know the true me I knew I should’ve left, knew I should’ve left I thought this was right, I thought this was right A-A-All those empty promises You left me with, it left me sick I hope to God you’re suffering I hope you know that you’re so dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me I hope you know you’re dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me You’re dead to me You fucked with me for way too long You left me heartbroken, it sucks I don’t care what you wanna say I hope you know that you’re so dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me I hope you know you’re dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me You’re dead to me INSTRUMENTAL A-A-All those empty promises You left me with, it left me sick I hope to God you’re suffering I hope you know that you’re so dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me I hope you know you’re dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me You’re dead to me You fucked with me for way too long You left me heartbroken, it sucks I don’t care what you wanna say I hope you know that you’re so dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me I hope you know you’re dead to me You’re dead to me, you’re dead to me You’re dead to me
10.
new beginning. 03:16
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"meditation." - I've been working on this album two weeks after the release of "CYCLE". Originally, I was going to have this be a small EP full of songs that I wanted to make and not have a concept, but as working on the album went on... my life changed. I had many release dates planned for this... September 9th, 2022, October 14th, 2022... May 12th, 2023... Obviously, didn't happen. Days went by on working on this album, different emotions ranging from happiness to sadness, to even emotionless at some points. But, I kept most of the happy songs on this album, because what I want this album to be, is the calm after the storm. With "old navy", I wanted that to symbolize how I was truly feeling inside during a period of time of my life that I never want to relive. But, with this album, I want it to be more of a celebration, some may say. Yes, I still stuck with the usual "love, loneliness, emotional, desperate" song topics, but I just felt like making those songs because it honest to god, made me HAPPY making it.

From 6 songs to 10 songs, this means truly a lot that I got to finish it. I really just wanted to FLEX my production skills HEAVILY. From Entry 006, to FINALE, to CYCLE, and to now... a massive change in sound was made, there was so much improvement made, which... makes me proud of myself honestly. I want this album to symbolize the end of an important chapter of my life. It took me so fucking long to get here. I hope you enjoy this album, like I enjoyed this album. This will be my final album under "Damian Lopez" and my final album for the time being... ya boy gotta relax with music making. Shit is stressful sometimes LMFAO

please. enjoy the album. - Day

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released July 21, 2023

All songs produced, written, mixed and mastered by Damian Lopez.

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My name is Damian Lopez! I'm a musician, songwriter, and author.

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